Problems

Ok i haven't wrote on this sense August, when everything was going all good. Its funny how one month everything is fine and now for everything to be falling down hill. I mean on one side its still all good, but everything is so much more stressful, being independent can be tiring after awhile. I never got my job for comcast..long stupid story that i don't feel needs to be mentioned... I got a job at Chevey's (a Mexican bar and grill) i have been working there for about a month now, but its really not gettign the job done, of paying off my debts. So i applied at Verizon and yep got that job!!! I start my training this friday. I really hope it goes good because i have had it being broke and in debt all the time. I like imagined i would have everything paid off with in a month. its been two months and i haven't been able to put a dime down, because every time i accumulate a little bit of money something bad happens and i end up having to spend a fortune to pay it off! I have been so stressed out lately because i have just been so broke. now the people own money to are like ok, where our money you have been working for a whole month so?? where's the cash. And me im just like ready to blow up because i live with them they can see that i am struggling, ohh its just soo stressful. On top of that i have a waitressing job which means that i have to deal with dumb dumb ass people just dying to give me a hard time. i need to step it up a notch make some money and get out of this. Please for any of you that read this please pray for me, im burning up over here, life is just so hard and i am falling, i need help and i don't know who i can turn to.

Waterfalls....

Beign left at home with nothing else better to do on a sunday, a friend Simon and I decided to do to this place called Savage Village. Its this place in a forest with a creek, i guess, with a bunch of waterfalls. Its soo pretty, when ther aren't a bunch of people the water is pretty clear and there are rushing fast waterfalls! The kind of waterfalls that you slide down and get a bunch of bruises from while doing it....well we went there and it was a bunch of fun, then Simon asks me if i think i can climb up the rushing waterfall, me knowing my own strength say no. so he calls me a quitter for not even trying! i know he was playing but still im not a quitter....yeah after trying for like 25min my legs were so tired and weak i realized that i was right to just assume in the first place that i couldn't do it, but that was after the waterfall had is way with me i got slammed against rocks shoved underwater and was pushed into people, and in the end i quite... OH! and while fighting with another waterfall i lost my ring my mother gave me! i was soo upset weep weep...but over all i had a good time, and after i bought stuff for sushi... one of the better parts of the whole day!

update ;D

Ok sense being back in Maryland i have completely forgotten about picture taking, i guess its cause i know ill see everyone all the time hehe. But just for an update, for all those who care and don't know, i decided to move to Maryland, close to Baltimore. Its pretty crazy how everything has been moving soo fast, i got here and a week later i got a car, thanks to a few friends (Barney, and David) and it had been three weeks and i got a job!!
I still need to fix a few things on the car, and im waiting on some mail so i can get a Maryland license and im waiting on the job to call me in about final details.... so in the mean time i have nothing to do....so i spend most of my time having good old fun!! Going to the beach, to a few clubs, going to small lakes and getting my ass kicked by a few waterfalls (im still suffering from bruises on my legs), playing tons of volleyball, and chilling out at night. thats about it but its friday night i still have the rest of the weekend, and well the rest of the week :D fun fun. but in a small way im tired of it all and want to actually start working!but only in a small way, im sure that once i start working ill be wishing i had time off.

Humor, is the spiciest condiment in the feast of existence.
So, laugh at your mistakes, but learn from them.
Joke over your troubles, but gather strength from them.
Make jest of your difficulties but over come them.

Here are some more pics of the rest of my family...this is my niece, she is one of the twins.. i have no idea which one I'm holding yet their parents do not believe that they are identical..lol...
This picture is the other twin. IDK they look pretty much the same to me.....

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_______________________my oldest sister michelle____________________

all us girls at playoffs................................................ My cute little mother

__________________we all went to PlayOffs, took my little bro hehe_________________
Wow now there is a beautiful family heh (Juliet, Mel, Jesse Michelle, and me, we are missing like four more people arg........)

Missouri

I just spent two weeks with my family in Missouri, in other words i was basically out of touch with the rest of the world for two weeks, my mom has no internet. I have to drive 12 miles just to get to some sort of internet cafe. Before i discovered this cafe in our little town they would drive 45 min out to the bigger city to a St. Louis Bread co., or to anyone else the "Panera," just to get to the internet. Hilarious!!! That is my reasoning for not updating this blog, i only had a 30 min. time slot to check my mail an buy plane tickets, no time to write....anyhow here are some pics.
A few days after i arrived my mom, my two sisters, Ryan, Melissa's boyfriend, Ryan, and Nathan, Ryan's friend all went to the winery. After our wine, we drove home, and being who we
are, and having a camera in hand we took pictures of our selves the whole trip home, here area few..










Ok thats enough of silly pics from the winery...now for silly pics somewhere else :D...

A few nights later, we went out to a night club.....The guy with us is Dan, it was his birthday...fun fun, we stayed out all night and crashed at his place, but there was a crazy chick sleeping there, enough said....I had so much fun with my sisters, when we get together world watch out!!

We also went to six flags, the really tall guy is my little brother, and the blondie is Mels boyfriend, and other little girl is my niece, Bobbisue.

We went out a few other times, with my other sister, its was fun. I love my family, and i had a great time seeing everyone....xoxoxo!!!

To "The Family"

The Family
The Family, has and always will be a beautiful array of colorful people.
From when it started 40 years ago until today.
Each individual is different and original, but with so much in common.
Such as their burning desire to serve and love Jesus, their indescribable love for the lost, and this encompassing love that can over come all.
Their hearts are so simple, and loving its hard to fully understand.
That is what the "Family" is, the people.
Of course no one is perfect, so don't try to be, just live.
Don't get caught in the webbed trap of trying to obtain perfection, because it will never happen. Keep it simple, simply LOVE!!!

Good bye dear Family, I'll keep you in my prayers.
-Teresa